PULVERIZED

My heart was pulverized, demolished and cracked
maybe one day i will find happiness
but for now i'm left in a ball of fear
the future i used to picture no longer seems clear
I may smile, laugh and joke
but there was a period in my life when i lost all hope
I felt like i was captivated in a nightmare
never seeming to end 
it just taught me something 
' those who may be close can break you'
that's what hurts the most 
maybe part of why i don't let to many people close
to seeing who i really am
i know that she can never hurt me or damage my soul
i face new life lessons each and everyday
i will succeed and move on 
you are not a part of my life
you are cleared
you are gone
goodbye.