The real you...

Never thought that this would end... never thought we would be so far apart yet right next to each other. You were a lie from the start... you never tried to change. You just hide now the real you is showing right through you thin cover. Your lies are unfolding in front of me. My truths lay in front of you! The love i have for you is going to kill me yes but i wont let that stop me. You didnt know i truly cared and loved you know you do... and i still do just i cant tell you. You will use it to break me again. I want you to know when i say i am fine i am not but i will not say why that is... because that you could also use tord me. So as the real you starts to come out and the lying me... we both fall to the ground as you tell me you hate me my knees hit the floor as i lie and say it was just all a joke you hit the ground laughing.... now we are done and my love is still strong for you but you are gone long gone but the real you is here... so close and i know deep inside you there is still love, sweet caring you that i fell for... yet what one is the real you? the one i loved and still do love or the one i see in front of me??