Reality comes again

I don´t feel real, is my body real?
Only rushing blood and sore knees
Make me feel real

And I peel and I peel
I conceal and I heal
So nobody sees

My brain won´t stay awake, is it taking a break?
My words are produced from lies
Because my thoughts are fake

I shake and I shake
And I try not to break
My pretty disguise  

And reality comes back again
For my sake, when my body aches
It´s only a matter of when

Don’t leave me waiting, please