Realization

Call me the mirror, 
When you look in me you see the person you hate, 
Wish you can hit a reset button but it’s too late, 
You’re the person that you want to blame for every mistake, 
You ask yourself after you wreck why you never pressed the brake, 
It’s everything about you people choose to not see, 
Screaming in the shattered mirror waiting for it to get clearer crying “What’s wrong with me”, 
Why can’t people love you for all that you been through and who you become, 
You feel to much and you beg to be numb, 
You hide your feelings because what’s the point of bringing them to reality, 
Just so people can bring up your unstable mentality,
It’s not worth all the brutality, 

To myself and everyone else,
I’m sorry I’m cold hearted, 
This isn’t my intention it just what cruel people started,
I’m sorry I close doors before people get a chance to walk inside, 
There’s stuff wrong with me that I just want to hide,
I feel and I feel all the things that I don’t want to face, 
I’ll get back to myself just give me some space.