really? that much impact?

really?
you still feel that way?
can't find the words,
truly don't know what to say. 
I still miss u in each and every way but with time it dissipates and slowly goes away...
like me you will start forgetting,
slowly but surely it will all but disappear,
so much easier with a new love nibbling your neck and biting your ear. 
if anything,
wait till the new year and see what that shall bring. 
surely in 4 months,
In your heart,
for me it won't sing.
for in time you'll see,
there's plenty more fish in the sea,
knowing there are others that tick all the boxes and are up there with me.
I don't understand it,
​​​​as im not anything special but I'm really sorry I jumped off your vessal. 
our love was meant to be eternal but it wasn't to be,
I feel out of our love but u still love me.
i don't know what u want me to do,
I've shed some tears as I really did at one time too.
I know they're not the words u want to hear but I think that it's best if you are there and I am here.
i hope I've got my message across,
I'm sorry to tell you our love is lost....