Reckless

I lived my life 
reckless...
I was careless 
and afraid!
I couldn't fix the 
brokenness.
I couldn't stop the 
pain.

The only way to feel...
I found it in a pill!
I thought that it 
could heal me...
Now I know it 
never will.

Each day I lose a 
little more.
I'm trying not to fall.
I've slammed a 
couple thousand doors...
And built as many 
walls...

All I really need 
is you right now,
...or perhaps, 
the absence of...
...Cus' like all things 
addicting... 
...You're about to use 
me up!