Regretful

Regrets
Plentiful
Mountain huge
Waterfall rage
I try to be hopeful
I try to have the greatest of intention 
But I seem to break every single thing I come into contact with
You were art and I put a line right through you
You were peace and the silence just became overwhelming
I broke it
I broke you
Again
I was careless
I was obsessed
I literally made no sense
I see you yearning to try again but I can't
I won't 
I refuse
I loathe the day I made you cry
I cannot believe you still yearned to hold on to me
Made me wonder
Why are we so drawn to those that hurt us
I cannot believe you still looked for me between the tears
Made me wonder
Why are we so hopeful at the darkest moments
I regret taking and taking
Till taking was for granted