Rejected

Loves first refusal will be felt the hardest,
the paragon is on it's pedestal and like a work of art always to be worshipped it stands tall and proud as a relentless reminder.
Loves first refusal is the initial  and last great encounter and can not be forgiven or forgotten,
it can not be replaced or eradicated no other attraction will ever leave such a lasting impression for anyone else.
It kills everything and exterminates the ability to function,
for when everything becomes raw and abrasive the future is erased,very little matters all things are just filled with anguished thoughts,
as persistent tears fall a weak disposition never really repairs itself,
Or ever recovers fully from the short and sweet.
Now the delicate has been cheated  and is cold as stone as it cries out aloud,
now the timid is heavy with the weight it has to carry,
because the ruthless one that was wanted so much got away,
the ruthless one was deceitful and stopped responding,
so now it's all over no saviour is heading this way to change things,
so now it's all over no one is coming with any form of anaesthetic.

A Thearta Production*
2021