Removal of the Blindfold

Fuck every soul living
They're all full of shit
Deserve a fat lip from a bull whip
Call me a liar
I'll pour gasoline on this shit
And smile
This is far from a catastrophe
Making mountains from
Mole hills
Come down chills
Need bills for more pills
Abundance of skills acquired
From living real
I deal with bull shit on my
Own terms
Pain don't hurt
But the disappointment burns
No ointment to ease the discomfort
Eyes closed but I seldomly
Slumber
I'm similar to my favorite number
Zero
Anti hero
Or perhaps the villain
Values and morals
Constantly spillin
But me
I'm constantly chillin
Like the fridge before it freezes
Become tolerant but the
Pain never ceases
No one believes us
Fuck it blame it on Jesus
Maybe we're all relevant
Scattered puzzle pieces
Ignorant rants pollute the air
Muzzles are needed
To silence big words
From tiny people
Burn down the church
Light my cig from the flaming steeple
Weebles wobble
But never fall down
Stealing verses
Hiding behind the tears of a clown
I surround myself
With a fence of insecurities
Go fast while life's moves slow
It's all a blur to me
Judged before I face the jury
Sentenced before I can finish a sentence
Pigeonholed labeled a menace
Forge a check to pay my penance
Cross my fingers when I kneel to pray
Because how can God believe me
If I don't trust what I say
I close my eyes
To camouflage the lies
That reside inside
My deteriorating exterior
Constantly feeling flawed
And inferior
Avoiding cold eyes
Of a judgmental superior
Who's chilly scolds
Grow increasingly old
Like leaves of trees
That preceded me
With true longevity
All my angels scream
When they spread their wings
Heartbroken cries filled their
Voice as they sing
Songs of hope and peace
Their hymns fall upon deaf ears
While vampires smile
And lick their tears
Awaiting the happiness
Supposedly following these lost years
That die as the calendar flips
I attempt to limit
Sneaking small sips
But in no time I slip
Into blacked out drunken rage fits
Ending up in bottomless sorrow filled pits
Just relative to your
View point
Fuck rain
Gotta roll a new joint
Water permeates bones and muscle
If you lag behind
Better hustle
Life ain't just
You must overcome
The unbalanced abundance
Of bull shit
Before you contemplate
Eating a bullet
Coming back from that isn't an easy feat
Ghosts glide through the galaxy
Silent and discreet
Unfinished business
Killing clowns
Never leave a witness
To compromise my fragile freedom
Decapitate my enemies
Easier to digest
When I eat em
Leave em where
I excrete em
Used to practice love em
And leave em
Gotta work harder and give her
My heart
The only one that can hold me together
When I fall apart
So hard to stop after I start
Like my self control
Drifts and departs
Unable to overcome
My come down
Back against the wall
No where to run now
Dizzy dude
Inexplicably spun now
Needles full of poison
Aimed at my veins
To kill the pain
Never leaves
Always remains
In the recesses of my soul
7-10 split bad luck on the roll
Push past security
Never paying the roll
Skipping and hopping
Sleep slips past me
On the matress flipping and flopping
So much intelligence
Look where it got me
If I could utilize my potential
Nothing could stop me
My spirit is dark
Like Columbian coffee
My stubborn restraint
Refuses to get off me
Straight jacket
Unending noise
Head filled with racket
Wish I could sight up
The stain in my soul
Aim and attack it
No looking back
Just an insignificant distraction
Forgetting to focus forward
Leads to violent collisions
Lives lost as blood begins spillin
To change
Most are unwilling
Even as life is totally
Unfulfilling
Under constant constraints
Society prodding and drilling
Causing sane souls
To detach from reality
Adding to the abundance of worthless
Beings casually and cowardly
Strolling along
Forming a cesspool of ignorance
Neck deep in shit is
Where they belong
When you know you're right
You can never be wrong
Life is hard
So strive to be strong
When the going gets tough
Either survive or suffer
Important to understand its worth
The risk if you truly love her
Never put her down
And put nothing above her
Doubt and deceit could crash
And crush her
Possibly pinning us both
Writhing in pain
Choking on blood
Soaked screams
Fading to black
Soon to be an endless dream
Hopefully peace fills
Our unease and expanding voids
Becoming tolerant to all
That depletes and annoys
Kills and destroys anything with
Insidious intent of harming innocent
Girls and boys
Easily spot the fake trying
So hard to fit in
But it's all pretend
Like an asshole posing as a real friend
Waiting for a blind eye to
Sneak in the back
Hard to carry on
But to far to turn back
When the light is gone
What remains is black
Lost in the dark
Can't make out the map
The compass is compromised
With fabrications and lies
Life is saturated with sobs and sighs
Forced to function with things we despise
Dull scissors severe tight family ties
Easily done
Seemingly impossible to regenerate
Love is always overrun with senseless
Irratic hate
If we can change fate does
The word cease to exist