Rest in peace is to hard to say

Verse 1:
When that day came
no way
Ooh Lord the pain
Life Will never be the same
No sunshine
It's been all rain
Consumed mind
Sky is grey
God why you take her away
and in such a violent way
Still I cry day to day
When I think about the things I didn't get to say
But I'm blessed for what we did get
places we got to visit
Phoenix to L.A. to Dallas
Yeah we lived it
Then it all changed
Broken palace
The QC we blame
different lifestyle
Different way
It was a hard change
You didn't want to stay
I got regrets from that day
thought that was pain
Who the fuck am I kidding
Watching you both drive away nothing like what I feel today
Why you Makayla dam
Rest in peace is to hard to say
I'm down on my knees
To the Lord I pray
But how I do I believe
with no answers to why
You had to pay
So now we looking to you to guide us through our day

Verse 2:
After that call
We cried and we cried
Some more
Tried to get it together
Then your brother
Came through the door
I'll never forget the sound
He let out oh dear Lord
Now we're all living with
Regrets we didn't recognize before
feeling blessed for our time but wishing there was so much more
Why did you have to die and be sent up to heavens door
you and your girl chy
neither knew what you had in store
When driving home that night
The news rocked us to the core
together you lost you lives
There's beauty within this horror but really it's a nightmare with no escape door
This can't be right God
why you do this shit for
two beautiful souls taken
Two lives cut short
Many of us left shaken
from a mission we couldn't abort
A smile would be faking
Cuz inside we're all torn
But they say God is amazing as another child is born