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Missing my motivation Switch
Can miss my kiss
If you move to quick
Ducking and droppingOpportunity
 Life's aging  wrecklessly Relentlessly racing
Changing pace
reduced to waste
 Eroding and crumbling 
Precision breaks
 Result in compound strains 
Creating constant pains and aches
High stakes Entry fees
empty pockets of Adversaries
that can't carry A contaminated cranium
dangerously close to Detonation
filled radioactive uranium
Implantation of an Instrumental  and detrimental utensil used for
inspirationally draining Imagination
Covert coalation
Fraudulent fabrications 
Stabbing trust in Between the intercostal lSpaces
nicking and Halving arteries 
Killing hearts
consumed by a preoccupation With the decleration of denying 
Studying passionate imagination
Chasing graceful AngelsThrough portals
inappropriately Angled
Ropes dangled low 
Threating throats with Chokes
Kicking silently quickly privately Violently 
Showing no signs of slowing
Telekenetically
through Mind controlling simple people
 Patrolling Over sterilized streets
passing
Simply strolling
Disappointingly creating immovable objects
slowing Busy bodies from getting where undereducated idiots
followed by photographere
showing people Posing as patriotic
Walmart retirees wearing Wires 
Paid minimum wage For the the fires they wage against
fighting the night Fanning the flames 
Trying to burn the remains Of the days 
Leaving outlines of the Bodies and minds 
Human lives leave ever expanding
unbelievable degrees of energy 
Burned deep
enteringThe inner layers Of earths crust 
Becoming one withThe inhabitle planet
Taken for grarnted
but perfectly Planted
with threatened forests
Atmosphere dangerously approaching a permeable Point
From gasses damaging
expanding the holes
Freeing intense light
Burning hotter then white
cooler than blue
lasers leave lengthy scars across plain faces
just undescribable disgraces
displaced and drawn out
delivered evilly into pretentious purity
intensely inverted insecurity
sleeping soundly
profound and surely suffering from severe psychosis
nodding out nonchalantly
nothing matters and nobody important seems to notice
oblivious to the obvious awesomeness
I ignore never acknowledge the lack of understanding
portraying to know this, that, and the other thing
starving and crawling cowardly
to an elaborate gathering
glutenous gobbling eagerly eating
but to the table the only thing I bring is the disgusting dreaded monster
convincing the carefree company that life is pain and strife
nothing like the possible ways we can save ourselves
from living in intentional hell
ringing the bell
calling a timeout but times out
finally about to find out if my mind is fine
or is the solution to obstain from pain
blowing my brains out
then what's left to complain about
taming the craziness with medicated laziness
dedicated with daily freshmen phrases
and temporary attraction to whatever the latest corporate craze is
amazed at the increasing count of morons missing
in the misting midst of a plainly paved labyrinth
concrete shoes and a professionally tied noose
slightly tight and comfortably loose
presently pinned in euphorias constantly changing angles
of prearranged perfection
dissection of direction loving the longing
leaving and feeling the loss
crippled and arthritic from all the times I lied with fingers crossed
like my eyes from shooting, snorting, and swallowing everything till my minds lost
tied in slippery knots sucking exhaust
from tail pipes breaking the hips of a frail dike
shitting on the toilet seat disrespectfully drilling holes deeP
in commitments
accomplishments are attractive magnets to latent wants
convincing the gullible that overpriced accessories are necessities
dehydrating discreetly
while advertisers well paid liars
portray portraits of a healthy need met unconsciously possibley 
but leave a lethal want
growling as victims of proximity morph into maniacs
howling violently
subconsciously subduing subjects in uncomfortable restraints
with no potential to let go
and release these pressure built beasts
starved while the fortunate feast
crack whips and spit at poor folks
freezing feet left to scrape plates of the fools with the funds
making possible changes in futuristic phenomenon
and altering the predictable desires of the sickening state
Of the despicable states
once united now despondent
undisciplined disciples
with unlimited ammo for high powered automatic assault rifles
turning friends to foes relatives into enemies
with angry animosity
fastening fear and instability to the answers hidden inside
an undeniable and unique philosophy
that scares the hair off the  depressed and predictable apprehensible obstacles
to new breeds of adaptable seeds
set free to blow with the breeze
allowed to utilize magnificent minds
breaking free of the confines
that leave hands bound
incapable of the creation helping humanities hurting
interpersonal relationships set on a combative course
intending on inspiring the world entirely
with force fueled by fields of fear
harvested and hoarded by animals dominated by a desire to dominate
the domain they reign
superior sentences in front of organized idiots
the greatest artificially assembled congregation of thoughtless space wasting robots
summarized fantasies completely obtainable
no thrill of the hunt or pleasure in chasing
images invented in the mystical imagination
are rational and completely explainable
there is a possibility your brain may be dull and craving a new view
some sort of unorthodox inspiration
a blindfolded start to an unknown destination
irresponsible change in the ability to let go of the invented addiction
composed of an ugly obsession
To control every aspect of another
claiming ownership of a free beings thoughts, actions, and feelings
conspiracy theory
formulated solely to keep tabs on decisions designed
with segregation, separation, and a slow unnoticeable
increase in distance
useful strategy to strangle chances at change
keeping spiritual advance at bay
beautiful brainstorm
nothing unconventional or ambitiously invented
never before attempted
completely unpredictable
formed in an intimate and dimly lit mellow fellowship
safe circle composed  only of unconditional free flowing love
and sincere constructive feedback offered honestly if wanted
never thrown aggressively and told you need that
unbiased debates intended to promote a promising hypothesis
cutting edge ideas taking what is to a new level
breaking boring barricades
redefining the definition of impossible
without fear forming a damn to cognitive creativity
all become one and there isn't an item capable of limiting
or reaching freely associated cranial capacity
asinine ideas are as welcome as the next
pointing back with sad eyes as labels are lobbed
sticky and corrosive by ignorant assholes
causing a catastrophe
  hysterically laughing
nervously puffing chests
apparently intending to appear threatening
sadly they are unshapely and slightly unsightly
bark without bite
praying for passive activists
protest with a quite polite peacefulness
meaningful misunderstood messages
these gawkers are sabateuers
capable of creating fearsome unfriendly senseless competition
guided by goals of independent achievements
God complexes and self indulgent thoughts of intense inaccurate levels of ones
intelligence
diluted dreaming of bordering geniuses
unchallenged humans become weapons of mass destruction
impossible to manage
deaf to cries for help or the slight tone of disapproval
one tract minds focused ferociously on mine
tunnel vision
beyond blind to bystanders
and the competition creating a game
some sort of motivation
these brain contained cosmopolitans aren't leaders
just dogs chasing their attached tails
nothing new transpires when you're always the fool you're following
insides must hide
vulnerability is the recipe for losing a battle
and competition killing me
scared to view the opposition any way but negative
tools tossed into the trash
without a second thought
any advance or chance is cut quickly and uprooted like plants
or original inhabitants
poked and prodded left with the lessons
its a mistake to trust a greedy man
and killing as a means of conquering is the law of the land
only one way things become done
The self serving disturbing burning future
smolders before the blurry eyes of onlookers
failure is a fact when no one teaches toddlers how to separate fiction from fact
how to make defining decisions
basing choices on the benefit of the majority
and how to fight for what's right in the face of adversity
certainly when the next to lead are subjected to insults
and endless lists of counterfeit gifts
given ungraciously
with motives in mind that benefit one side
deliberately more than the other
leaving families to fight wars behind drawn blinds
and solid closed doors
once a line is crossed
the possibility of returning to what it was before evaporates entirely
slicing tight knit ties
breaking limbs and twigs as the leaves of previously powerful trees
fall forever into piles of decomposing sadness
nothing amounts to shit once you've had this
who will listen to your rants of madness
and the obstacles that seem to imprison
showing silent understanding
as you desperately list them
unable to manipulate or get away with tricking them
slick tongue to seeing incorrectly an innocent victim
no askew view family first is the motto of most
when the end is the only step left
and the imposters and acquaintances are gone with the rest
a lonely drape of a life outlined with mistakes is a bitter end to face
no hands to hold as a broken down body grows increasingly cold
reaching for something
grasping nothing but space
no reassuring conversation
tears and fear are all you can taste
memories are murder
preoccupied with passing portions of time
filling large chunks of a wasted and washed up disintegrated life
with rage hostility and massive amounts of misplaced hatred
granted and oblivious to important occurrences
seemingly sacred and obvious
in the final act
prayers and second thoughts outnumber the seconds you got
one chance is all we're allowed
choices are a gift we're given
results and reactions form the life we end up living
the rules are unwritten
basically we're as free as we choose to be
take time to think of truth you seek
and a search of answers to questions
that require in depth analytical analysis
searching is sometimes more rewarding then the discovered answer is
there is meaning in all
every single second that passes
dust to dust and ashes to ashes
trust in intuition and embrace disappointment
if everything was free of difficulty
all shiny and perfect this life would be misery
with out the highs and the lows
a dull ride it would be
same persistent pace as it chugs and it slows
I wouldn't want to ride this bitch if I already knew where it goes
spinning and twisting in cyclonic cycles
the seasons keep switching like burnt out lightbulbs
a sight for sore eyes
to tired to cry
aged with lines
seen things millions of times
windows of wisdom witnessed pure beauty
and sickening scenes of evil