Schizophrenia Positive

This isn't a game or toy, 
Just happens to some girls and boys.
People think you're domented,
When inside the mind is tormented. 
Seeing things that'll make you go mad, 
Doesn't matter whether it's good or bad.
Brace yourself for eternal dark,
And mentally it leaves a mark.
There's serious damage caused by this, 
Its like a demon just gave you a kiss.
Survival varies depending on pills,
Deep inside your head it kills.
Haunting forever, never going away,
Its always there and going to stay.
Even though it's not physical, the bad it's leading,
It still tears you up like internal bleeding. 
Nothing can save you, you'll always be the same,
It'll make you lose your mind, turn you insane. 
Your life heads to evil, never turning back,
Its like all your control has hit the sack. 
You know how people say it kills them to live?
Well I am one of them, I am schizophrenia positive.