Senseless chatter

Im at a loss for words, spoken like im not sure, broken at birth throw away the key to my self worth, here i wait and bleed, just to feel anything.

Nothing to feel, open wounds never heal, steady with bloody streams, rush to keep steady is a must.

Heart is heavy, id love you if youd let me, stumbled and confused, broken and abused.

Light my fuse, watch this destruction i induce, what i wont include, so many to few, walk in and try to fill my shoes.

Posted up here, through summers winter, i gather up for the better, layer up for the weather.

My anger is catered by my shame, been gone to long, long time forgotten, forget my name.

Try to remember how i got here, cant forget the reasons why i am here, either way i cant be for sure..

Search for the answer, questions are sometimes better left unanswered, does this matter? 

Matters to some one i guess, i confessed and i did my best, slimmer chance to progress.

What secrets have been kept, keeping sincere with my intensions, let this be clear, let it be known im smeared.

This is relentless, defensless with what is protected, did i mention i am senseless with out question?