She controlled me

she controlled me,
made me blind

blin to the way things are supposed to be,

she made me strive to wards an unacheivable perfection

my reflection disgusted me,

starved to an insane degree,

each pound I lost,the more lost I became in my disease

hunger was an obstacle,

yet it was only in my mind,

hunger hurt but it sure did work,

yet I was never satisfied

she used to control me,

but she cannot anymore,

my dear friend anorexia,

I have left behind,

I saved myself from her icy grip,

while I still had time