shes a monster

I don't get what she wants from me. She's tried turning me into her mini-me. I don't get why she wont let me be me. I'm not going to be her perfect daughter, the one that drowns up to be a doctor. I'm my own person and that's how it is going  to stay. sometimes I wish I would have ran away. She is a want to be perfect family. but I wish someone would just see, see what she is really like. The screaming and  hollering  everyday. It make all my sunlight go away. I was nothing to her but a like house keeper. sometimes I wished I was taken my the reaper. At least then I could be away from her. Maybe then I would have been happier. Sometimes I wish I wasn't born. Sometimes I feel like I`m always torn. I like to think of never being here. Seems like that would be music to her ear. I'm never going o be her perfect daughter..so why do I even bother?