Should I care to live or die

When some random asks me why

Should I smile and tell a lie

Should I bow my head and cry

Should I care to live or die

Does it matter that I'm here 

Do you ever shed a tear

Do you think to look for me

Do you search and do you see

I am that wretch on the floor

Crouched in that blanket by that door

Dirty homeless nails like claws

Ulcered mouth and bloody jaw

Getting worse getting rough

Abuse and torment, had enough

I had my pride, 8 really tried

But in despair chose suicide