Sigh

I'm acting like I'm not crushed because if what you did and that your gone . I'm missing your markings , smell , sense of humor . Fake it , till it's numb . Can't leave it a while , must find a replacement fast . I won't be able to love anyone else like I love you . But dam your regection and puff puff pass theory   . How  rude .. Romance is not my friend .  That connection a pipe dream   . I'm acting like it's all going to work out . That it never happened in the first place . We will always be each other's secret . I will always think your a fool for discarding me   .