Silence

Here's a poem for all to see
by words said to me
From the moment I open my eyes
It starts I make breakfast trying to be quick
Because you see he don't trust me
Get accused all the time
What on earth is my crime
He hates me I've been bad luck
All my fault in his head
Constantly moaning from his bed 
The things that get said to me
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Makes me feel low you see
all he says stays in my head 
That's why I wish I was dead
Abuse comes in many ways
And I cannot believe things things he's done spilt my eye wide open 
These words I've never spoken
So I stay quiet these days
But still he Carry's on his ways
Says its me I need to change 
But its not me he's way outa  sink
Because every day he will drink
I feel lost all alone I don't 
Have a place to call my home
Haven't told any of my family
But he tells people its all me
Tries to belittle me in front
Of everyone if I bite back
He will say there you go
That's what its like go get out
Don't ever talk back or show me up
people believe his lies 
Which to me is no surprise
So silent I stay won't utter a word
One day I will have the strength to go 
No one knows how bad he gets
Chatting up girls online
Whilst I'm asleep next to him
Can't take much More
But still stay silent for peace
Love is a strange thing he can be nice most of the time 
Been together 5 years 
And had lots of tears
I look after the son because
He's great poor thing lost his
Mother so I need to be strong 
I love that boy so very much
Please don't judge me for I stay
But one day the truth will come out
Thankyou for reading my short poem its from the heart 
Ffs I need to fart
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