Sinking Deeper

A maze runner , I'm truly amazed .
That I've survived this long in such dark days.
Chasing my own thoughts around a empty mind , full of mountain like obstacles I must try and climb .

Self loathing and bitter cold and awake , apparent by the dark circles in which my eyes now vacate. 

I wish I could trace a root , maybe a time line or tree .

Of how my life ended up here . Of how I become me.

In short I'm a mess a a sinking ship without a flare .

Confined to the bottomless depths of my own  despair