Sinning

Darkness consumes me and lives in the air,
everytime I breath it in I see you there,
the demons within scream and shout your name,
my head beginning to spin- you've driven me insane. 
Life was never easy but now I'm struggling to cope,
youve stolen my identity and the remainder off my hope.
The scars are a reminder off the monster I see,
how you marked me mentally - I can no longer be.
Each day is a struggle, the fear to strong 
I can hear your voice- the promises rolling off your tongue.
well I hope you're happy as I am no longer in the living,
how can I survive if I can't undo your sinning? 
Keep going I'm told, pretend to be confident instead,
but now I only see the darkness,
i am already dead.