Siren song

I havnt cried for days
The oceans in my eyes have turned to grey
Dying with every breath i take 
Alive with every sound you make
And im wide awake
I never knew you were at stake
Your drifting further away 
Drowing in the promises i break

You called out to me
Your song it was the silence of the sea 
Now just a memory
Washed from my mind as your depths set me free
You wont let me be
This vast ocean it feels so empty
My heart is so heavy
It anchors my bones as driftwood floating endlessly 

I deserve this curse 
Your call caused me to exist
Its your siren song and it sounded like this 

And i have let you fall
Like a tidal wave i destroyed it all
I heard your call
It lured me in a voice made to enthrall
Through hell i crawl 
Im on my knees i beg break down these walls
You look so small
I broke you down with these lines that i scrawl
If i could reinstall
The faith you had in me to stand up tall
Id swim through the brawl
Just to get to you as through my lies you trawl 

You showered me with bliss 
Ive dived divened into your cold abyss
This time i wont miss
Ive sunk love drunk divided by your absinth kiss 
A pain i cant resist 
Repressed what you blessed but i cant help but reminis 
Your call caused me to exist
Its your siren song and it sounded like this....

Im closer to the edge Im on the brink
Just one more leap of faith before i sink
And il drink to my life a challis of ink
Tattoo my insides im painted in sin

Im closer to the edge im on the brink
Just one more leap of faith before i sink
And il drink to my life I'll breath you in 
Taboo the siren sighs but I'll still hear you sing