Sister not from my mother's womb

I thought fondly of you today 
Of all the things you'd do and say
I know we haven't talked for a while 
But our friendship never went out of style 
My heart kadooped
And through my mind 
Our memories trooped
And then silence…
Reality struck 
It hit me like an army truck 
We are strangers now 
And I ask the elusive air
How? 
But nothing would give me an ear 
I feel the indifference in the atmosphere
You let her go 
You let it slip 
The pain of my mistake 
Cracked across my heart like a whip 
The bitter tears of my choice was mine to sip
I recall the way I lashed out at you
I defied the promise I made to you
My harsh words 
Sting my conscious 
Like vengeful wasps
Then my resolve to call you warps
I've wept so much 
I feel like an extenguinated corpse 
My emotions wrestling me like a torque
I miss you friend…
I miss you so 
And this is something you need to know
My never ending wonder 
Would you reject me like the thunder
Or will we reconnect?
Will we try to jointly reflect?
Of the moments amazingly spent 
With my friend, heaven sent
Oh if we could let our dormant friendship bloom
My sister not from my mother's womb

Written by EJ