Sleep

It's exhausting, being mad
Finding you lost everything you once had
I couldn't understand why I was so tired
I wasn't busy, wasn't really trying
But still it came, and never went away
And I'm writing this while I tell myself to stay up
Stay up because you won't sleep
The dreams will come stronger than before
And you won't like what you endure
So maybe I found why I don't go to sleep
Maybe after all, it was my own dreams