Slipping

Anger over comes me
Screaming out of frustration
Feeling insecure
Helplessly lost
Alone
Not knowing what tomorrow will bring
Some days the thoughts do not hurt
Other days the thoughts rip my heart out
 

The pressure
The pain
Feeling frozen within myself
I'm not sure which way to turn
Seems like no matter what I chose
Its always wrong

I feel you slipping thru my fingers
The harder I try
The more frustrated I am and the further you go
Should I just walk away and go live a different life
Go against the life you know is right for you
Or sit and wait until you realize
That it has always been me