The Smile in the Ache

Amazed, constantly.
A close feeling is utterly distance irrelevant,
luckily yet unfortunately, in today's time

Texts fly as a million doves i wish to release following a swear
A swear I'd swear right now if God would let it

God? What God in this heavenly battle
Where is this God in this time of my enlightened realization?
God would let me have this here
Live out happy, buy a cabin and escape...

But no, God intends otherwise for me and other guys drooling over her
The ripple of changes in everyone's lives if only she were closer
impresses even the most feeble minded, a thing i wish for myself
A mind with power such as mine knows the rarity of this occurrence
A connection as true as the taunt in my dreams

Need is a pest
Need you not, for i have you in all other ways and spirit
oh by spirit
The spirit you lend me returns a new
New as it's always been
Amazing, how I'm happy in this trapped realm
Truly happy, smiling ear to ear with a laugh I cannot but help

A prayer is said at night to kiss you good dreams
and I pray that prayer brings answer