So Close Yet So Far

You are right here so close yet so faraway
My heart is pained, I’m seriously hurting
I want to pretend all is well but I can’t
You are never here when I need you

I tried hard to bridge the gap
But the more I try, the wider it becomes
Once upon a time...you could do anything for me
But you don’t do that anymore

I ache for those things we used to do
I ache to feel your touch and kisses
I ache to hear those sweet words you used to whisper
I ache to feel those moments we shared when we were alone

Even though you say you love me
But I see in your eyes that you don't mean it
You are too busy to have my time
All I see daily is a shadow of yourself

I want to let go
To pretend you’re no longer there
That you no longer matter
Alas! My heart won’t let me

You’re so close yet so faraway