Lost Another

once again it all erupted once again
left me lifeless deep within
nobody understand the failure i fell
having failed to deliver a beautiful dream
i was a fool to celebrate so soon
please don’t hold my happiness again me
like a fooled i hoped for fulfilment
however life already planned a disagreement
our little angel is not for us to see
he or she will be playing with the silver moon
still i see a hopeful lights beam
maybe next time we will sound a happy bell
nonetheless this time i have cried anew
i hope i will never again endure this anguish