S.O.L (Speaking Out Loud)

This pain is deep...I can't seem to sleep... I can't seem to eat.

Yeah it tends to make me weak.

I'm not here to weep.

I'm here to speak.

 I've seen defeat.

It's what I needed to succeed to feed the fire inside that defys the desire thats alive.

In my mind I can see the crowd.

 I hear the sounds yelling at the distance.

There's no need for resistance, just cleansing n releasing the tension that often affects our mental connection.

Affection n lack of attention has us seeking for direction.

The past can teach us many lessons.

Learn from it and don't get burned from it.

I got a few screws loose that's ready to blow a fuse.

A little confused with all these mixed views.

Just trying to keep cool n stay in tuned with all these thoughts running through my brain.

Which is driving me insane.

 But I guess that's the only way for me to speak out and let it out for me to explain.