Sometimes I Get Confused! ?

Im here now but not forever
the otherside is waiting for us to be together
i mean why we here anyway whats it all about?
stuck here for a moment until its time to be bailed out!

i understand im a spiritual individual
but why do i have to live life here in the physical?
Is this a test? sometimes i dont get this 
it boggles my mind but still im trying my bestest

just trying to make some kind of sense of it all
why do i have to be trapped in a physical form
living here first an then transform
into another dimension thats been there all along

why cant we just be there now instead of being here first
in a world that operates to make everyones mind worse
someone knows more to whats going on an meets the eye
fueld with false promises is there an heaven up in the sky?