Speak Up

Why can’t I talk? I think of what I’m saying in my head, but yet no words seem to come out.
I can’t speak, I’m too scared to say the wrong thing, to say something mean.
What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I speak up? I can’t raise my voice, but I’m sick of all the noise that’s being echoed around me.
I’m all alone have no one to talk to. I have all these thoughts in my head ready to burst out, to get rid of all the noise, to get rid of that voice in my head.
I try to speak, I try to let it all out, but every time I try nothing comes out.
I’m fighting to keep my head clear, so I murmur my thoughts hoping finally someone will hear.
Is it worth it? Is it worth it for me to say nothing at all or to take a chance in the unknown, speaking up and finally letting it all out, getting rid of it all?