Stalemate

Confusion 

Resides as an inner illusion
To distract me from my new resolution
That I really didn't want to do
Mind is restless
Fueling discrepancies
Like a power point presentation

One spread sheet short of reality
I cannot undo what I have done
In this or any other reality
I cannot hear what I have heard
No matter how loud the metal plays
I cannot forget pain as a two way street
Not willing to surrender
Not willing to be a victim
Stalemate