struggles

Each day passes in a blink of an eye, consumed in sadness I'm stuck all I do is think and ask why with such madness. Of all the things I could of done, away from life I tried to run. Never have I given up on hope even though I live on a very slippery slope of bipolar and dope. I never thought I would lose my family bond I thought they were suppose to be there when things went wrong, I miss there laughter and joy, seems were always annoyed.  I guess it would be OK if they cared but it seems less and less we share. we left each other alone, seems like forever, God I love my family when will u bring us back together.