Stuck In A Dream

Only so that time will freeze, in the midst of an endless dream.
The ballrooms golden and the people seem uptight and obscene.
My fingers are made of sand but there in the palm of my hand, a reminder that I'm stuck in a dream.

The guests are all made of gold, the color of autumn on the wrinkles of the old.
The servers decor vibrates a star dust allure,
I'm on my way
Theres a hole on the Star carpet so I groove
past YSL dresses on a timed loop.

The doors multiply and enlarge,
what's hiding behind the window?
Falling apart in a room that doesn't strike a bit of interest.
Listen!
The way the dance floor moves as it glistens
Naked Angel's on the floor and I have not a bit of interest.

The world forms through my veins the streets run amok but they only exist in the void of my brain.
The gifts of gods at arms length, the love of the world and the heartbreak of death.
How lonely must I be, none here can exist without my intuition
How cold must I make it to feel my own warmth or see my own vision?

My wings are bored of the sky, my mind is unconquered so let me clarify
I'm not gonna sit here and falsify the existence of my minds eye,
But the maggots swallowed whole the butterfly and I knew they would,
I'm in control of the ocean and of those you terrify,
Trapped in the rotting skin of time,
My end is beginning when the sun turns blood red,
The thoughts of freedom poison my head.

Through the doors lies the truth
I reach but it moves
The ballroom slides and I zoom
The floor is a pattern and the air is gonna vanish soon.
My hands wave with an almighty panic and as close as I got to the other side my foot is violently pulled
Under I go
Faster than light
Faster
Faster
Dimensions here after
No point of beginning or end
My life plays by and the silence overtakes.

Light shines through the infinite darkness,
I gotta reach the light
Inches apart so I'll fight,
A darkness even darker smashes through the walls and ignites a vortex.
The shuffle of the vortex sends my flying from day to night
Time is now only myth
I feel like I'm dying and maybe I might
It's an intensity that surges through the hairs of my body and the white of my eyes.

It's all a blur
There's a she wolf on the hill that screeches a screech that sounds bleak and unsure.
The pack joins and stares me down,
One by one they move, one paw at a time,
Will I finally face mortality?
I run and they follow, the chase has begun, I try to change the landscape but I can't, I'm no longer in control.

The sun shines bright and I awake in the fields of confusion, the lake shines bright with the stench of pollution.
My family is right by and the people around live without the idea of a me.
Asleep by the lake what a wonderful day, the suns still out and the people are arguing over what song to play,
The world still goes on without and within but deep down I know I'm still in the state of oblivion that I dreamt myself in.