Suffocating

I walk in the room and I can barely breathe
i start to choke and my throat closes up
I'm suffocating and no one is there around me
I ask myself if I will die alone or will someone come and save me
I'm suffocating and I don't know what to do 
I am hovering over my body now 
I died all alone with no one there to save me 
I wonder how this could be 
Why this has happened to me 
If only I would have tried to love would someone have been there
Someone to have helped me when I was suffocating 
A lesson I learned the hard way all because I was just too stubborn
​​​​​​I should have tried harder 
I should have let you in
Instead I broke your heart and I suffocated all alone