~Suffocating Thoughts~

Remembering a time long ago 

I had buried away locked up inside

And a song brings it rushing back 

It was a moment of despair I wanted to forget 

Then sadness filled in the pain was excruciating 

And consuming something 

That was deep in my mind 

Was awakened by a song forgotten in time 

A darkness that swallowed me

An emptiness feeling like being smothered 

Under countless black crashing waves 

Suffocating me paralyzed by the weight 

It's 4am and I am awake 

Drowning in my thoughts 

My demons are dancing in my torment 

Screaming from inside I can't breathe

All my emotions are crippling me

I feel so empty and hollow, dead inside 

This is my depression 

Suffocating thoughts killing me slowly 

I close my eyes fall into myself and disappear. 

~Broken187Soul~

Copyright 10-01-16