" SUICIDE = SOMETHING VERY WRONG INSIDE !?" X

S...SACRIFICIAL                        
U...UNTIMELY
I....INSANE
C...CRAZY
I...IDIOTIC
D...DEVASTATING
E...ENDING !!!!

" MY FAMILY HAVE JUST RECENTLY SUFFERED A SUICIDE!
WE NEVER SAW WHAT WAS VERY WRONG INSIDE ?
WHAT WAS TROUBLING HIM SO ?
& WHY YOU CHOSE TO GO?
OR WHETHER IT WAS YOUR FOOLISH PRIDE ?
THAT CAME & WENT WITH THE TIDE!
YOU SAID YOU WERE OK...YOU LIED !
I WISH YOU COULD HAVE REACHED OUT 
& TALKED IT OUT . WHAT IT WAS ALL ABOUT ?
WE ARE TROUBLED THERE WAS SO MUCH HASTE!
YOU WERE AMAZING, IT,S SUCH A WASTE!
WERE ALL RIDING THIS ROLLER COASTER
THAT YOU HAVE PUT US ON 
WE CANNOT ACCEPT THAT YOU HAVE GONE !
& ARE NOT WITH US WHERE YOU BELONG 
YOU KNEW DAMN WELL, IT WAS WRONG ?
HOPE YOUR ROCKING AROUND THE CLOCK?
IN YOUR BART SIMPSON SOCKS !
TO YOUR ALL TIME FAVORITE ROCK & ROLL SONG
SO LONG......................................
UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN  DEAR UNCLE JIM
WE MISS YOU BUT KEEP ON JIVING
WE EVEN MISS YA BLOODY MITHERING 
STILL SO FRUSTRATED THAT WE COULDNT SAVE HIM!
WE THOUGHT AT 1ST IT WAS A SELFISH ACT?
BUT, IT CERTAINLY HAS HAD A HUGE IMPACT
WE WISH WE COULD JUST HAVE YA BACK!
BUT WE CANT BECAUSE OF YOUR SUICIDE ACT!
YOU ENDED YOUR LIFE BY YOUR OWN HAND
PRETTY DAMN TOUGH TO UNDERSTAND ?
WE HAD NO IDEA WHAT YOU HAD PLANNED 
BUT YOU WERE STILL A VERY EXTRA ORDINARY MAN
YOU LEFT THIS LIFE, WITH YOUR OWN BLOOD ON YOUR HANDS
IT WAS SO VERY BADLY TIMED !!
& WE ALL MUST OF BEEN SO BLIND?
YOU WERE 1 OF THE NICEST BLOKES
THAT YOU WOULD EVER FIND !
YOU MAY BE AT PEACE ..DEAR JIM!?
BUT THAT IS SOMETHING, THAT WE STILL CANNOT FIND ??X
& UPSET,BECAUSE, THE ONLY PERSON HE THOUGHT OF.... WAS HIM !X

Tracy Timothy xx