Swing

There's an empty swing in trinidad
On a big tree alone in the dark
The same swing we used to sit on 
Many years ago in the same park

Its the first time I'm seeing that swing
in over twenty years
and Just looking at it brings back so many
The sad memories of pain and tears

Our love story was suppose to last forever
To get marry and build a life together
But due to a chain of unforeseeable events
That dream evaporated like air in the warm weather

Today she said that she is so sorry
And wish to get me back in her life again
she said the poorness of her parents
Force her to cause me so much pain

When I got in the accident 
And every one though that I had died
And while I laid in alone in a coma
She said every nights she would cried

She though I would not come back again
And she wanted to wait till eternity for me
But my friend " who had a crush on her used his father's wealth
And her parents force her to get marry

Then weeks after when I open my eyes
Her heart just died in side
She said she "broke down where she was
And everyday after she would cried

Their marriage end in divorce after some time
Because it was never build on true love
And she said every living second she was with him
I was the one she was thinking of

The day I awaken in the hospital
My first words was to call her name
But she was not there that day
And I ask them why she did not came

No one wanted to tell me the truth
That she’s not going to come again
Then that instant an arrow when thru my heart
And from that day onwards I lived in pain

How did I survive losing her I don’t know
I just put my head down and breathe
I live alone for many years
Only going out to get what I need

Although so much years have past
But every morning I awake thinking I'm still in the hospital
And I know it’s just clouds in my mind
But that hurting won’t ever leave me at all

I feel sorry for her now " I ready do
Cause I know she is sorry for her doing
An thought I will always keep her in my heart
But I can never forgive her or love her again

she cursed me to hurt forever
For that hurting will never go away
And no matter how hard I try to let go
I relive that day when she hurt me every single day