" TELL ME PLEASE !?" X

" I,VE BEEN WONDERING FOR SOME TIME
WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A V.I.P ?
AS YOU ALL KEEP TELLING ME OFTEN
THAT, I CHURN OUT, SOME WICKED POETRY !
& THIS IS JUST A LITTLE DIG FROM ME 
I HOLD MY BREATH EACH MONTH
AS I GIVE IT ALL AWAY FOR FREE
BUT, IT ALWAYS SEEMS TO EXCLUDE ME ?
ALL THE NAUGHTY STUFF, THAT MADE YA PANT 
JUST SOUNDING OFF & HAVING A RANT ?
LETS NOT FORGET ALL THE LAUGHS FROM ME 
& MY QUIRKY FUCKED UP COMEDY ?
OR RIGHT FROM THE VERY HEART OF ME ?
& SPECIAL MOMENTS & MEMORIES, OF MY FAMILY TREE
SO I WONDER WHY, IM NOT AN AMBASSADOR YET ?
IT ALWAYS SEEMS AS IF IT,S ME THAT THEY FORGET?
IT IS STILL A GOD DAMN MYSTERY
DESPITE ALL OF OUR COSMO HISTORY?
& ME MAKING A SMALL ENQUIRY
& ALL THE LOVELY COMMENTS LEFT FOR ME !
1,334, & THIS ONE MAKES ONE MORE !
YOU WOULD THINK THAT MY EFFORTS WERE POOR ?
NOT A CHANCE, THEY ALL SCREAM FOR MORE !!
OUT OF MY BRAIN BOX THEY HAVE BEEN SQUEEZED
IVE TOUCHED YOUR HEARTS & ALWAYS TEASED !
& MY AIM IS ALWAYS TO PLEASE !
MADE YA LAUGH, WITH MANY TALES OF CHEESE
SO WHY IS IT, EVERYONE GETS THE TITLE BUT ME ?
WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO ? ...TELL ME PLEASE!
I ASK YOU DOWN ON MY BENDED KNEES 
AS EVERY MONTH HAS BECOME A TEASE!
& I THOUGHT I WAS THE BEES KNEES ?
SO MAYBE SOMETIME , YOU,LL CONSIDER ME PLEASE
AS MOST OF MY LOYALS FANS ARE ALREADY V.I.P.S
OVER MANY FOREIGN LANDS & SEA,S
I WOULD LOVE AN ANSWER
IF YOU COULD SPARE A MINUTE PLEASE
HOW MUCH MORE, DO YOU WANT FROM ME ??
STILL AS LONG AS I FEEL I AM ALREADY  A V.I.P
I WONT LOWER MYSELF FURTHER & BEG FROM THEE!
ALL I NEED NOW IS A VICTORY....
& FOR ONE OF YOU TO CONSIDER ..LITTLE OLE ME !?"

Tracy Timothy xx