The Big Empty

There is a hole inside of me that is unfillible ....
No amount of love can fill it to the top
No amount of hate can over flow out of it
No amount of beer nor alcohol could reach it's rim
No amount of drug to numb it's endless bottom 
No amount of materialistic things will fulfill it's limit
No amount of self conflict or abuse will fill it's wound 
No amount of counterfeit happiness will rise from it's deep dark pit
Just no amount to fill this big empty , because of this my days and nights are feast upon 
As if I am the apple to Eve's lips !
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