The calm after the storm

You call me unstable and give me the blame,
You make me question whether i’m sane.
You treat me as though i’m the bad guy,
Just because I speak without all the lies.

I live my truth and never hold back,
However, sensitivity is something that lacks.
Because how can someone feel bad for you,
When you’re lost in wonderland without a clue.

I pick myself up and dust myself off,
For once in my life I will come out on top.
I will not become the sins that you reap,
And I will no longer cry myself to sleep.

For I’ll love myself more than others do,
And will pray I won’t end up being like you.
For I don’t want to live life with despair,
And want people that actually will be there.
 
You never shown me what love is supposed to be,
I have only seen someone’s back as they start to leave.
I want so much more for my own life,
And am hopeful enough not to think twice.

My eyes have widened and now I see,
That life has so many endless possibilities.
Instead of being caught up in the storm,
I realized that afterwards a rainbow is born.

I look up into the sky and widely smile,
I am now free for the first time in a while.
I suddenly though so many great things in my head,
And that’s when these delightful words were proudly said.

“Let the kaleidoscope of your colours shine,
Let everyone see what’s on the inside,
For it’s spectacular and radiates such grace,
And can still shine brightly on the darkest of days”!