The Darkness Surrounding

All I feel is guilt hanging tightly to the hairs on my body
The truth hanging thinly in the air with no ones attention 
My skin sticking to the shower floor aching to be shed of your wicked touch
I sink into the depths of my bed seeking comfort that no one else can give
The details of the wall burning into my memory, screaming to be ripped apart and thrown away
My soul yearning to escape my lifeless body, fleeing my pores, and searching for light in my eyes
My body moves but only to shake with fear
My eyes are open but all I see is darkness blanketing my life
My heart is still beating but my brain is flatlined 
You may not have killed me physically but emotionally I am no longer here