THE FEELING

It's the feeling I feel
A warm fuzzy feeling
Drinking the pain away
It's become so appealing
I know it's not the answer
It's not what I'm looking for
But it makes me feel better
Than I did before
This isn't who I am
It's not who I want to be
But sometimes, just sometimes
It helps to deal with reality
Please don't judge me harshly
I'm just trying to survive
I'm trying to deal with heartache
Just trying to stay alive
I hope that one day
I won't need this drink
That I'll overcome my weakness
That I'll stop and rethink
But please don't hate me
Don't push me away
Please stand beside me
Until I'm okay