The Ghost Inside Me

I often feel bewildered by the things I say and do, as though I have some sort of obsession

Some kind of knowledge that no one else does, it is a spirit inside me, a ghost, you might say

I feel emotion, I feel happy, sad, love, hate, and much more, it is uncontrollable at times, wanting more

Even mind boggling, let the feelings of love, take over, let the feelings of passion take hold

For I am in lust for belong, for experiencing, what I have never experienced before, a burning in fire

Not a drug, not a crime, but a fulfillment of pleasure, never felt before, climaxing to the universe

Spirited through my soul, and I want to feel the pleasure, the excitement the endured knowledge of the moment

Let my ghost take hold of my lover, let it desire no other, fingers and hands, passion to the extreme

Where you want to scream, but you can not, the hold is too strong, the skin is too hot, and the mind is full

Of erotic sensation, daring to be the spirit of love, daring to take hold, and fulfill all dreams, as I am naked

And there is no shame, the ghost inside me, fills you up, licks your flesh, drinks your milk, longs for your curse

The insane feelings of two beings, imagining the most unreal, as they initiate their inner most desire  

Take me inside this haunting bed of the autumn leaves, and we shall wrestle in the sound of wild woods, craving more