The pain of love.

Blood pouring down my throat,
as she turned my love into a joke.
Feelings are scratching my heart,
because she has killed it's guard.
I thought she was the one , the only,
but later she proved , she's not this lovelly... 

Give me your hand , I'll lead you through,
and you'll see that I have feelings too.
Heart in pieces , same as mind , 
at least I know Ihave tried.
Because every second and every hour,
she was giving me the extra power.
To play , fight and fall on my knees,
she made me feel like I have hundread degrees.

I want it to be over , but to have her by my side ,
because without her there is no way I can survive.
Just come close , look in my eyes,
look deep and see them rolling the dice.
Little droplets of blood and tears ,
keep some secrets and my fears.
One year left , no signs of you ,
I guess I'll have to stop this too.

You wil never look at me , I know that for fact,
and that's where this poem got me cracked...