The worry

Morning light, you rise, still exhausted from yesterdayÂ
Another day to get through, in bed you just want to stayÂ
Gathering all your thoughts, a day of tormenting yourselfÂ
You try and keep it together, itâs damaging emotions and healthÂ
Nightmare starts, pulse getting loud
Walking through fast, get away from the crowd
Arrive at work, breaking a smile
Itâll be over soon, just have to pretend for a while,Â
Did I lock the door, I didnât check the alarm
Is it on? I have to stay calm
They will think I am weird, they probably already do
They just donât know what my thoughts put me through
Did I feed the cat, Iâm sure I did
What if I didnât, out the back door I slid
Fresh air, count to ten, Iâll be home soon
Distract your self with a happy tune
Humming away, to break out of my mind
Searching for a worry, but thereâs nothing to findÂ
Itâs always what ifs and you think of the worstÂ
If you donât check, you feel youâll be cursed
OCD and anxiety mixed
A tablet or cream can not get you fixedÂ
Itâs a battle each day between you and your head
Left alone with it, talking you dread
Always remember people battle different things
Be kind always, hug them with wings

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Crazy real, eye opening, and in a way personally displacing. Engaging on a different level. Gonna come back to this one. Kudos. This is something very special.Â
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Fantastic donna, a lot of problems people deal with we can't see. I love how this reads exactly how the mind can be, quentioning, doubting, distracting you. Great write as always ââș