There IS Only One God
(clarity after confusion)
I feel the weight of my years today.
After much soul searching and listening to varied teachings
I felt worse
than when I started the seeking.
The chanting
The meditating
Did not open up
A gate of
Enlightenment
It left me feeling off center And confused.
I sat and started believing
It was me
That I would never
go within
and raise my vibration
or use
The law of attraction correctly.
That I was a dunder head
and that damn vortex
Was a place
I could not reach.
Here I became
Almost despondent
So with all my work and earnest applying
It wasn't working
No new house fell out of the sky
No phone call came from my daughter
Inviting me to family
Dinner
No fantastic job offer
Just
synchronicity wise jumped out
I hadn't reversed my age
I still looked
and felt the same
If anything
Worse for failing
That is how it all started to feel to me
I am a failure
I can't even chant right
But I opened my Bible
And the
Words of God
The words
That he preserved for just that moment
And yeah
Just for me.... in this case
Opened a door of rapid and
Powerful revelation
As never before
As none of the other did
It was the word of God
And he set me straight.
To my very soul
Without any question
Without any doubts
For one second
I dropped all
My shields
All my barriers and in my Utter surrender and brokeness He reached out
And put my entire doubt
Confusion chaos drenched self
To Right
Amen and
Thank you Lord
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I love this Violet it is such a thoughtful honest open piece of work which offers such comfort to the reader. And if this is a personal revelation I am so glad you have found some answers and peace. Me...I'm still searching, great read ?
Yes it is a personal revelation . There is some really beautiful people in the Ascension teachings and gurus that are very wise. I was reaching after my husband passed away. I was angry. When I realized I longed for my relationship I had had with God. Was the moment so many things for into place in a very supernatural way. Sometimes I think we seek readers and channelers and enlightened mystics because they seem so esoterical. God and his ways seem old fashioned and quaint.
well there is nothing more powerful or more mystical or more supernatural than our God The God of the old and new testament. The God that powers every mystery religion that emanates the force that IS magick. The power of light and vibration he made it the way it is. Not
Some alien or evolutionary bog of bacteria. When it says he spoke it into manifestation ....that is just what it means. A thought became a thought form and then took the form to appear denser in our hologram
And boom we have us . Thank you guys for your patience and allowing me to rant on... I respect where you are at Marion been there so real
. It will resolve itself believe in a fulfilling outcome and don't forget prayer. It works. Love you violet
I do believe Violet ...in something...when I was in a very dark place over a period of years, I was shown( saved) that there is more to this life than what we see and I firmly know( do not doubt) that we transcend physical death. The problem is in the absence of a faith in conventional religion I think of my enlightenment as ( the voices of light and love)...regardless, I have been helped in ways that would sound mad if I tried to explain. I do not like this world or the cruelty, particularly to animals and while i believe in something more..it terrified me, as I do not want to be ( a conscious being) for any longer than I have to...in my darkest days I long just for oblivion!! ?
Friend I can relate. Really I actually cannot claim any religious group. I used to be a southern Baptist. I taught Sunday school first graders for several years. But since this " awakening" i clearly think In terms of spiritual. I am a spiritual person that follows the teachings of Christ. The gnostic mystical Christ Consciousness. It feels like a good fit and nothing is going to answer all our questions in this side of the Vail. I was not really doing any thing with all this until in 2011 I started seeing 1111:everywhere I mean it drove me crazy and then 3333 etc. I can't go into all the details. But so much weird attention getting. See tuff ....
It is really like a science fiction novel.
violet
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