Thought about it

Can I have him,he's already mine. Just a matter of time. Hell, if he weren't he wouldn't be here,while she's home raising his kids. Can I stop,yes but I'm not going to. Obviously,it's over. He just can't divorce her because it'll hurt his children. Should I tell her? I thought about it. It's so hard to keep quiet when I know I'll see him Friday, he tells her he's working overtime. After all she's a home maker so why would she question him? She needs him,can't leave him. How would she get by? Should I tell her? Maybe,it's just to much to keep in. Plus why should I? I'm carrying his child. I know she is to,but that's not my problem. Wish he were here tonight,but he can't be his kids won't understand if he didn't go home every night. Tomorrow he's busy,so I'll patiently wait for Friday. That's what I told myself over and over again. Then she walked in on us. He ran to her side, tried to calm her down. She cried, he wiped the tears from her eyes. She pushed him away,he reached out to her,tried to pull her into him. He acted like I wasn't there. She grabbed her stomach and and went to sit down. He guided her,guess he didn't want her to struggle since she was carrying his child. She looked up at me and said "get out!" I told her "no". Then she looked at him, and he grabbed me by the arm and put me out. She threw all my clothes into the street and he made me catch the bus home. I guess it's true what they say about the other woman,because he sure didn't leave his wife like he said he would. She gave birth to a baby girl. He was there. I gave birth to a baby girl and he denied she was his. His wife left him,divorced him and moved on. Until this day he's never seen my child. Thought about it, thought about ending it but I was stupid. I trusted him. Thought about confronting him, but then I got married. The same thing happened to me. When I confronted her,he choose me. Moral of story, its not worth being the other woman.