Thought You Had A Good Friend!!

I am such a Good Person with a kind Heart. 
I feel like ive been stepped on and ripped apart.
I used to close my Eyes and see your face.
How your actions tied my mind like Shoelace.
Now that pain and pleasure has come to an end.
I now hear Sike thought you had a Good Friend!!!

Truth or lie, Friend or foe
The difference in you i thought i did know.
I kept it so Real that I was Blind.
I was busy showing love I didnt see the Signs.
Negative thoughts hadnt crossed my mind.
I wish i would of known better this time.
Guess you just weren't part of my Design .
Sike thought you had a Good Friend !!!

Why you chose to Betray me i will never know.
My secrets things part of me let loose in the World to Flow.
Privacy revealed. Talkative mouths unsealed.
In shock to hear that the gossip was Real.
In so much pain dont know how to feel
I guess life goes on people enjoy a Good Meal .
Sometimes you may loose or you may Win.
Now I got fingers pointing at me sayin Sike thought
You had a Good Friend.

As I Cry myself to sleep.
I ask God that he please heal me.
I pray for strength to get me through.
My Joy was stolen but passed down to you.
Why had I denied the truth.
Why getting back at my enemy seemed to be no Use
Hard to believe happiness brought sadness along with it.
How do you spit on my Name like it Never Exsisted.
Like a car speeding and finally getting hit.
Like watching a movie of my Life in a Flick .
How come us Good people get done so Wrong.
Expecting us to rise through and remain Strong.
Sulking in Foolishness, and nothing but Regrets Amen.
Everytime I see your Face a voice inside my head laughs
At me and says Sike thought you had a Good Friend!!