Tonight

I can normally, forcefully get u out of mind but I miss u tonight. 
I can usually hold back all of my tears but I’m just too tired to fight. 
Everything seems fine but at the same time u come out of nowhere & into my mind. 
& I’m reminded of how I became an object that u just left behind. 
How could u stop wanting me?
Ur memory keeps on haunting me!
What the hell did I do wrong?
Why didn’t ur love last that long?
Tonight ur memory nags me like crazy. 
I need u to come save me, I need u my baby!
I can’t get over u, I don’t know what else to do?
Tonight I’m just sitting here feeling blue praying that u come to my rescue. 
Is it too late to ask u to come back?
I close my eyes tightly, wishing & hoping that,
This is a nightmare so wake me up somehow I don’t care. 
I just want us together I swear!

I turn the music up loud just to drown out ur voice that sadly I’m forgetting. 
I’m so sorry for the mistakes I made then that now I’m regretting. 
It’s so upsetting knowing that ur with ur new man.
While I’m sitting here crying, slowly dying trying to figure out my next plan. 
Whatever ur doing I know that ur moving on & not thinking twice about me. 
A part of me hopes that ur happy & that ur happiness lasts to a certain degree. 
Tonight ur memory nags me like crazy. 
I need u to come save me, I need u my baby!
I can’t get over u, I don’t know what else to do?
Tonight I’m just sitting here feeling blue praying that u come to my rescue. 
Is it too late to ask u to come back?
I close my eyes tightly, wishing & hoping that,
This is a nightmare so wake me up somehow I don’t care. 
I just want us together I swear!
I know I’ve become a stranger, 
& I should just let u go even though it brings on anger. 
Time isn’t healing anything, I’m so tired of everything. 
This pain is worse than before!
Every time I see ur picture it shakes me down to my core. 
I know that u have forgotten all about me but I still keep ur memory
Because that’s all I have left. 
Tonight I’ll just be here writing of u with this pain in my chest. 
Until I can finally fall asleep & finally get some rest....