Too Young

I’m fighting these thoughts in my head
It’s 2am I’m laying awake in bed 
Thinking about all that is wrong 
Rather than what is right
It’s a miracle if I sleep at night 
I don’t want to leave my house 
It’s not that I’m lazy I’ve just had enough 
I’ve had enough of no one listening 
People saying I’m being over dramatic 
I’m ‘too young’ to feel this way 
But you saying that won’t make the problem
Suddenly go away 

My life has been great compared to some
Yet I still have the right to feel sorta numb
People telling me I shouldn’t feel this way
Only makes the problem worse 
I feel fed up, emotional all of the time 
I can’t breathe, sleep and I don’t wanna eat
I cancel plans when people want to meet
Like I said it’s not because I’m lazy 
It’s because I’ve had enough 
I’m tired of fighting my own feelings 
I’m tired of being so run down 
I’m tired of people expecting me to be fine 

I’m not to young too hurt 
I’m not to young to be broke 
I will take life at a steady pace 
One where I feel like I can cope 
I need patience 
It takes time 
I will feel better somewhere along 
My life line.